https://nsddd.top/tags/ai%E6%80%9D%E8%80%83-ai-thinking/ Tech blog by Xinwei Xiong — AI Builder, open source contributor and digital nomad sharing Kubernetes, Go, AI projects and travel. https://nsddd.top/assets/og-image.png https://nsddd.top/ Hugo -- gohugo.io en-us Tue, 30 Jun 2026 23:59:59 +0800 https://nsddd.top/growth/posts/2026-06-thought-notes/ Tue, 30 Jun 2026 23:59:59 +0800 Wed, 01 Jul 2026 02:33:21 +0800 熊鑫伟 (Xinwei Xiong) https://nsddd.top/growth/posts/2026-06-thought-notes/ In June I came back from Laos to Shenzhen. The dense, active records of the entire month were squeezed into the last ten days (June 21 to 30) — about thirty-nine conversations, almost all in Chinese. On the surface I was slack. Underneath I was thinking through hard things at high density. This piece breaks June into seven layers: the deepest psychological line — "I finally saw the mechanism of how I push people away" — and how the same move lives inside my career; Agent architecture and technical engineering; what to do and not do in product direction; the founder studies and the lesson that "incentive structure colonizes personality"; a handful of epistemological knives; and finally back to my own situation today — that the essence of disorientation is not insufficient effort, it is not yet recognizing what problem I have to solve. Growth Blog Monthly Notes Personal Reflection 回避型依恋 (Avoidant Attachment) 爱情 (Love) Agent 商业思考 (Business Thinking) 自我认知 (Self-Knowledge) AI思考 (AI Thinking) https://nsddd.top/growth/posts/2026-05-thought-notes/ Sun, 31 May 2026 23:59:59 +0800 Wed, 01 Jul 2026 02:33:21 +0800 熊鑫伟 (Xinwei Xiong) https://nsddd.top/growth/posts/2026-05-thought-notes/ In May I did not write a single flomo note. I barely posted on social. It was a month of intentional disconnection — disconnecting from the tools other people designed to record me, disconnecting from the Shenzhen default script for how a life should be lived, and throwing myself into the cafés, caves, bars and riverbanks of Laos to see, in the absence of any external frame, what I am actually pulled toward, when I light up and when I go hollow. This is a deep recap of that one month: from the alms-giving in Luang Prabang to the wild adventure of Vang Vieng, from the post-water-festival emptiness in Vientiane to a month-plus of slow life there; from reading myself as a risk-seeker, to the realization that the unity of knowing and doing is the answer, to the engineering thought of compiling a person into a self-model, and finally to the disorientation after returning home and a life roadmap I now have to design myself. Growth Blog Monthly Notes Personal Reflection 老挝旅行 (Laos Travel) 知行合一 (Unity of Knowing and Doing) 自我认知 (Self-Knowledge) AI思考 (AI Thinking) Digital Nomad